You surround yourself with fake laughs and smiles to make it all Ok. But when you fall - and believe me you always do, it hits you harder than anything. You then try to rebuilt your strength just to fall back down. But with each fall you start to loose hope, until your finally done. And your not even trying, just surviving.

You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you.

colors.   (via hefuckin)